broke....

this is the 3rd day i lost u.... hmm... finally i dare to say hi to u... zzz.. lame right?because we are still friend right...these day keep thinking about it.. cant sleep till 4am... everynight... so long no do it since u appear... now feel very very tired for me.... for the past... nothing to me... seem u are quite fine after we broke... i think thats good for u iszit??? continue our life with normal again... finally realized no u beside me... the whole world is silent... no sound... so quiet... u are right... i'm not in love with u deeply...just love..... thats why i keep doing that...really sry that i treat u like that... and i wanna thk you too... be apart of my life these month... i happy with it... thks for everything.... although we broke... i'm still loving u... everyday can see u... see u happy.. then i will happy... i wont give up u too... i wont let anybody get u... after u change all my bad habit... 100% change... i will request re accept me... just dont know when.... wait me.... i'll be there if u decide not to change another target....i will be there...... its 3.30am now... gtg.... but dont know whether can sleep ornot...zzz.. anyway... nite... LOVE YOU!!!

thks..

thks for giving this chance.. i will appreciate it and treasure it... sry that u are hurt yr mouth.. that i dont know.. i should care u more that u think.. but now seem ok.. no problem then ok.. becareful k? these two day.. feel so peaceful.. no argue just happy.. i hope i can continue like this.. but now i need less play.. after 12am.. i will pei u till u sleep.. if not.. u will sien.. waiting for so long like a stone.. no.. i wont let it happen.. i promise u..ok..is late.. gtg sleep.. night..sleep tight my dear.. miss u.. love u much..

again...

these day.. i doing again, and again, and again to u....i'm sure u angry me..... today... u say that u are fine.. and do whatever i like? oh...no... i think u angry me...u dont want to make me feel sry to u or u just giving up....anyway... u choose this way... i very proud of u....thks for giving many chance but i didn't appreciate... thks.. thks...

OMG!

behold the Lui.... passed away and leaving those unforgotten memories..... i feel sad... cant sleep well either......
thank you my dear.... for giving me those advice and comfort.... you are right.... whats happen is happen... cant turn back.... he wont alife again...human will die someday..... now is the time for focus the exam.... should dont think too much....i will.... and another things happen... is a small little girl like me...Zzz... she just give me her phone number..... then she want mine.. Oh My God!!! what she gotta do.... but at last... i no give her.... cause  say i will sms her..... BUT... i no sms her cause i out of credit... and i wont sms her once.... i dont like her.. zzz..... u say she is pretty, cute, nice,young, better than u..... i feel like no..... u are better than her every single thing.... but u pushing me away..... dont know u real or not.... i so scare u will leave me cause of THIS LITTLE GIRL..... (hey little girl!!! many guys outside waiting for u... why must like me???... just leave me.... besides i dont like little girl....i'm not suitable for u... if i do... u sure run ... cause of my attitude.... no one can stand..... just my dear TRACY Lyy.. so u better leave me alone... she will killed u....)LOL.... sry to say u like tat.. dear... sry to make u angry... i'm really really sry.... i will appreciate u... u can stand my attitude...u sure very tired and angry... u just dont let me know.... sry i dont care about yr feelings..... really sry.... making so much trouble to u... i'm so bad..... i will try harder to improve it... i dont want let u suffer my attitude....... hmm... just gotta stop writing if not i cant stop my tears....1st time i drop my tears for a girl..... since standrd 5 i no drop my tears.... but now u make me do the 1st time for 5 years..... 1st time i love a girl so much(more than that)... and i hope u are the last too... is late... night my dear.... miss u and love u very much!!! muack! XP hope u dont mind hehe....

exam..

o long no write at here already.. cause lazy and no time hehe... sry guys.. whoo.. this 3week.. the whole day exam.. so tired.. lucky you cannot me stop sms you until exam over.. if not i wont read or touch the book at all... thats great idea for our future... almost 5 days we no sms to each other.. dunno how r u... i miss miss miss you very very much!! now i just wanna faster end this final exam.. then our life back to normal!! cant wait... your image always in eye sight.. always thinking of you.. omg!! god just let it pass this exam fast.. i tbt d.. ok..time to sleep.. miss you miss you miss you and love you love you love you very much!! night my sweet heart..

sry....

tonight.... the time pass so long....suddenly no you.... feel bad....today in school.... we talk those things infront of u.... i know u feel bad right?even have girl over that side chatting... u also no go there with them chat.... u just sit behind me and listen me and my bro talking....but u dunno what we talking right? i really want call them stop talk about cause u at behind me and do nothing....but  couldn't cause those my bro and u the one i loved....how i gotta do?but suddenly Marcus say out loud and show example infront of u.... OMG! i knew u cant stand it!!! sry that i cant protect u...u very angry now or hate or even dont talk or sms with me.... ok.... i know i say anything or do anything cant help u reduce yr fire.... ok.... thats all i can say....night... love u....

excited^^

well,well,well... how would tomorrow be? will i feel shy or no shy at all?hmmmmm......... cause i will be going out with my bro... and sure is she n sy..... now excited like a crazy man...... can't sleep at all.......^^.......tomorrow will meet her..... ^^ yeah!! ok.... sleep tight, sweet dream, and miss u ^^ night!!