Christmas.....

woooooo..... its  Christmas!!!!!!! Finally.... 1 year d.... old some more.... =.=''' Nothing special today.. just celebrate with family.... hi to u.. Merry Christmas! before i thinking is will celebrate with u... but now.. ar.... nvm.. i use friend status celebrate with u ba... better than dun have.. ^^... ok gtg celebrate going for supper ^^..

where?

wohhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! mum and dad coming back in 50 hours.... cant wait!!! ^^.... cuz these days at house dont know do what..>.< games... games... games.... haiz... boring..... but i found another way to play which is more fun haha!! LOL! ok la stop for the games..Zzz... hmmm.... hey... where are u?? miss u quite terrible >.<...... hows your life?? i'm normal.. no change.... hate that answer dont u?? >.< without u these days... sleep at 5am.. quite terrible huh.... went in to bed... just non- stop thinking of u...arrhhhh.... haizzzz........... i hope i can get back to past correct it...>.< see now... ga ki lo lei shui... T.T... regret lo... good lo u.. KEN WAI.... hate u lo !! wheres my real soul anyway?? where??????????? ar.....night.... and morning....>.<

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..... er... what i wanna say ya....... hmmm...... >.<........ok.. actually i dont wan write de.... but someone call me with so silly thing...>.<....... ok! these day leh.. same.... no change nothing special and no time to boring... zzz.... whole day just play play play play PLAY!!! >.<... somebody say not sien meh??? then i say got choice meh? then say got.. do some workout.... wth.... workout... i'm growing thinner and thinner..... still wan workout.. lol...everyday wake at 1pm.. sleep at 4 am.... oh man.. damn so freaking tired... but no choice... the reason is CANT'T SLEEP!!! without cant sleep well.. so need is make myself tired...so... hows your  life?? i know u crazy at the korean guy these days.... >.< haha!! happy then good la.....^^..... hmm.. what i wanna again....er..... can i stop write? sure cant..... >.< later u all say me sien la u!! i know sure someone say de...=.=''' ok! gratz to my bro ting wai pass his driving test paper... zzz... lol...and er..... what again =.=.......lol.. night.. >.<

broke....

this is the 3rd day i lost u.... hmm... finally i dare to say hi to u... zzz.. lame right?because we are still friend right...these day keep thinking about it.. cant sleep till 4am... everynight... so long no do it since u appear... now feel very very tired for me.... for the past... nothing to me... seem u are quite fine after we broke... i think thats good for u iszit??? continue our life with normal again... finally realized no u beside me... the whole world is silent... no sound... so quiet... u are right... i'm not in love with u deeply...just love..... thats why i keep doing that...really sry that i treat u like that... and i wanna thk you too... be apart of my life these month... i happy with it... thks for everything.... although we broke... i'm still loving u... everyday can see u... see u happy.. then i will happy... i wont give up u too... i wont let anybody get u... after u change all my bad habit... 100% change... i will request re accept me... just dont know when.... wait me.... i'll be there if u decide not to change another target....i will be there...... its 3.30am now... gtg.... but dont know whether can sleep ornot...zzz.. anyway... nite... LOVE YOU!!!

thks..

thks for giving this chance.. i will appreciate it and treasure it... sry that u are hurt yr mouth.. that i dont know.. i should care u more that u think.. but now seem ok.. no problem then ok.. becareful k? these two day.. feel so peaceful.. no argue just happy.. i hope i can continue like this.. but now i need less play.. after 12am.. i will pei u till u sleep.. if not.. u will sien.. waiting for so long like a stone.. no.. i wont let it happen.. i promise u..ok..is late.. gtg sleep.. night..sleep tight my dear.. miss u.. love u much..

again...

these day.. i doing again, and again, and again to u....i'm sure u angry me..... today... u say that u are fine.. and do whatever i like? oh...no... i think u angry me...u dont want to make me feel sry to u or u just giving up....anyway... u choose this way... i very proud of u....thks for giving many chance but i didn't appreciate... thks.. thks...

OMG!

behold the Lui.... passed away and leaving those unforgotten memories..... i feel sad... cant sleep well either......
thank you my dear.... for giving me those advice and comfort.... you are right.... whats happen is happen... cant turn back.... he wont alife again...human will die someday..... now is the time for focus the exam.... should dont think too much....i will.... and another things happen... is a small little girl like me...Zzz... she just give me her phone number..... then she want mine.. Oh My God!!! what she gotta do.... but at last... i no give her.... cause  say i will sms her..... BUT... i no sms her cause i out of credit... and i wont sms her once.... i dont like her.. zzz..... u say she is pretty, cute, nice,young, better than u..... i feel like no..... u are better than her every single thing.... but u pushing me away..... dont know u real or not.... i so scare u will leave me cause of THIS LITTLE GIRL..... (hey little girl!!! many guys outside waiting for u... why must like me???... just leave me.... besides i dont like little girl....i'm not suitable for u... if i do... u sure run ... cause of my attitude.... no one can stand..... just my dear TRACY Lyy.. so u better leave me alone... she will killed u....)LOL.... sry to say u like tat.. dear... sry to make u angry... i'm really really sry.... i will appreciate u... u can stand my attitude...u sure very tired and angry... u just dont let me know.... sry i dont care about yr feelings..... really sry.... making so much trouble to u... i'm so bad..... i will try harder to improve it... i dont want let u suffer my attitude....... hmm... just gotta stop writing if not i cant stop my tears....1st time i drop my tears for a girl..... since standrd 5 i no drop my tears.... but now u make me do the 1st time for 5 years..... 1st time i love a girl so much(more than that)... and i hope u are the last too... is late... night my dear.... miss u and love u very much!!! muack! XP hope u dont mind hehe....

exam..

o long no write at here already.. cause lazy and no time hehe... sry guys.. whoo.. this 3week.. the whole day exam.. so tired.. lucky you cannot me stop sms you until exam over.. if not i wont read or touch the book at all... thats great idea for our future... almost 5 days we no sms to each other.. dunno how r u... i miss miss miss you very very much!! now i just wanna faster end this final exam.. then our life back to normal!! cant wait... your image always in eye sight.. always thinking of you.. omg!! god just let it pass this exam fast.. i tbt d.. ok..time to sleep.. miss you miss you miss you and love you love you love you very much!! night my sweet heart..

sry....

tonight.... the time pass so long....suddenly no you.... feel bad....today in school.... we talk those things infront of u.... i know u feel bad right?even have girl over that side chatting... u also no go there with them chat.... u just sit behind me and listen me and my bro talking....but u dunno what we talking right? i really want call them stop talk about cause u at behind me and do nothing....but  couldn't cause those my bro and u the one i loved....how i gotta do?but suddenly Marcus say out loud and show example infront of u.... OMG! i knew u cant stand it!!! sry that i cant protect u...u very angry now or hate or even dont talk or sms with me.... ok.... i know i say anything or do anything cant help u reduce yr fire.... ok.... thats all i can say....night... love u....

excited^^

well,well,well... how would tomorrow be? will i feel shy or no shy at all?hmmmmm......... cause i will be going out with my bro... and sure is she n sy..... now excited like a crazy man...... can't sleep at all.......^^.......tomorrow will meet her..... ^^ yeah!! ok.... sleep tight, sweet dream, and miss u ^^ night!!

can't let u go.....

i have ask u when i not around u what will u feel.... u say will sad n lonely... when u ask me why ask... i really dunno what to do, i say the truth or just say ask for fun? at last i choose tell u the truth.... after i tell u, u say go ahead...but i really don't want leave u... u say u can let go of me.. but i can't... i really really deeply love u...thats why i can't...i don't dare to say that three word to u... i think if i have said to u will u dun care of me?or wont accept my love?or u haven ready?i don't know... the way i can do is giving u some time...thats what can i do for u...5 years later... i would go another place.... don't know can i forget u? let the god decide the decision....i will always wait for the answer.........

TIRED...

these day no write on here.... last 5 day.. have sick.. thks for her care only can be heal for use 2 day...after heal...went to JB... learned alot of things... listened those rich man talking about their background... i impress them, how suffer their life, taking risk of their money to invest a company... wow.. i can't do all that be i gotta try it... for my future for getting greed....MUST suffer...hmmm.......

making disappointed again?

can't sleep the whole night.... don't know why.. cause of making disappointed to her??? I play basketball till 7.30pm she say when i done find her.... but i didn't... i 8pm only reply her but didn't chat with her i just say i tuition find u later... then after tuition i find her... i knew her was sad or in a bad mood cause of no reply her instantly... then she say sleep then bye... i feel sorry and the whole night didn't sleep... till now.......i hope she is alright....night....

health problem

what a peaceful day, after came back from school sleep then wake at 4 on9 awhile then basketball.. after dinner i tuition till 9.30.. then eat supper..afterthat i sms her till 11 something suddenly my eye can see then i call my parent fletch me to hospital when came back it was 1am.. and i was too tired n haven reply her.. sry about that.... night..

truth...

i told her everything... i feel so bad that i lie to her... but at last... she tell me not to lie her again... i promised her and i wont leave her alone... i wanna always beside her.. even i less talk to her...but i feel happy when i saw her... ^^

finally

Finally know sy is ok.. then i no worrys liao...
thks for tell me sy is ok.....wanna chat till u sleep... i wanna say the long sentence to u before u sleep but i scare u know me have seen yr blog.. so... after a few days i will text to u... i wan u happy.. i miss u...night...

Too many Mouth?

today, i sms her morning till now... feel so happy.... but at the midway, i thought i had make her angry.... after my dinner, i sms her.. she reply me she no angry me^^ i thought i think too much....Night... i tell sy about kb things...i dunno i done wrong or correct?? should i or shouldn't i??? dunno how is sy feel now.....

peace

Today.. what a busy day.. keep hang up and down... no time to see u,the feeling so sad... but lucky i made it in time for the last period to see her... heart abit feel good abit.. u happy then i will happy... after came back from school i sms u, suddenly u ask me do i scare u? then i ask myself will why she ask like tat?but i no ask u why u wanna know i just gave u.. nvm.. i know u ask me have reason.. i wont find it out or ask u..

ANGRY.......

Today... i so ANGRY about my MATH teacher...i go toilet she write my name in kawalan book, ok fine... is my fault... But i did't bring her homework... she scold me can BUT don't say me tall only but marks and homework no do.... WTH!!! i tall i have choice ar... tall then tall la.. marks and height is NOT SAME de u know... i really wanna whack her if she is my sis... damn... say me can liao la still need pull ears up and down... i really TBT...

but.. she is me math teacher i cannot blame u or what... suan liao this thing...T.T

Care

What a BUSY day, have to do homework till..... GOSH!!! hard to explain....And the girl sit beside me,Elise.. crazy of singing.. damn annoying but i did't tell her she's annoying...u know me.... A CARING PERSON!! ^^
Today, she feel better now... I happy to heard that ... Although she is fine... I will care of her anytime anywhere..... IMY!!! night!!!^^

O......

OMG!!! she sick.... don't know how is she.... bad? i don't know.... today just know how suffer to wait a person
i don't know is that feel... i felt very sorry to her... i hope i will not treat her like that again... T.T

a life begins...

after i crete this blog, i have no touch for 2 month.
today,i will share my life stories to all of you...
my life is begin....