Thursday, May 24, 2012

Already a week.. You making me like a Dead Man.. :'(

Monday, May 21, 2012


事情好突然的发生。。我没想到。。是酱想的。。我不知道你是认真还是假。。你说你爱我。。我好久没听你说我爱你了。。闷。。我把我每天的事告诉你。。哄你。。要你开心。。你还是要我做什么?你要离开我。。说声不配就算。。什么东西让你觉得不配?说我很好。。但要离开。。我不明白。。我们没有美好的回忆。。是因为我不浪漫。。没抱或亲还是吻你?我小过你。。思想还小。。是。。当天你说别的男人我是不开心。。但你也是知道的。。你还讲。。我就陪你讲。。我叫你和amy但你说还跟她们吗。。你说她和他一定没东西讲。。你还说你要跟大学的朋友。。我就说他咯。。你就发脾气了。。我不是真的要说他。。我不开心才会说的。。你要离开我。。我好想知道原因。。你是不是对我没感觉了?就喜欢不是爱?我真的不想这两点是真的。。 我不懂我不明白你当天突然说这些。。我不管天真还是什么。。我权威只爱你一个颖盈。。我不放心别的男人照顾你。。当你不回我的时候。。我好担心。。我不放心你一个人在大学会找到别的男人。。怕你离开我。。我容易吃醋。。当我听到你那些话。。你开始对我淡了。。当我离开吉隆玻那天开始。。你没有像以前那麽顽皮。。那麽开朗。。那麽可以开玩笑。。什么事情都会很敏感。。你发脾气来姨妈。。我不怪你。。但我想问。。你自己发生了什么事?告诉我。。我愿意听。。我还是那句。。不管你爱我不爱我。。你是我的心。。我不会放弃你。。不管配或不配。。一定配到。。天下没有不可能的事。。看你敢不敢去面对而已。。让你在次的做回你自己。。接受我。。我爱你宝贝颖盈。。。爱你直到永远。。

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Happy 1st Year Anniversary ♥

Happy 1st Year Anniversary of our Love, my Babee.. :)
Time passed very fast.. feels like just half year then 1 year jor.. :).. I'm very happy of it.. don know how you feel leh? =).. Still remember that how i request to be your boyfriend? Think back.. I still will smile geh.. ;) Still remember our 1st time hangout just both of us? I play with you then I hold tight your hand? That time.. I think you are happy right? Did you heard that I said I Love You for 3 times? Is kinda funny when I think back.. And you are smiling sweetly.. =D..
After that time, I less see that smile again.. Because I always make you angry and disappointed.. But thats normal for couples.. because let us know more each other.. Maybe you know me more than I know you... I did mistake all the time.. Maybe i'm noob.. Maybe I dont know how to love a girl.. Or maybe I'm not suit you.. But after all that.. You still be with me.. You don't wanna make this relationship end.. As you told me.. almost 5 years you like me until you love me.. I remember that you almost really wanna end this relationship.. I tried to save it and I did it.. I know girls like to make decision without think especially when getting period.. at last regret.. I'm not saying you'll or wont.. But.. I really don't wanna lose you and I know you wanna be with me but excluded the habit.. That time until now.. that habit have gone.. I swear it wont happen again..
About the wait.. I'm sry Babee.. :'( I know you'll tired with that..I know i'm selfish and I have no choice.. I just think for me and you to have a better life in future.. I don't know what will happen in future.. But I can promise you one thing.. You are the only person who I Love, who qualified to be my soulmate, qualified to be with me in life..  Be strong my babee.. :*
In this year.. Love, Laugh, Smile, Cry, Jealous, Shy, Naughty, Playful.. all kinds of things we have done together.. happiest moment that I with you.. is the time.. 31st Dec.. I spend my year of 2011 with you.. And Together start this year together.. Did you surprise that I come that day? hehe.. I feel strange that day mum and dad let me out.. So i wanna give you surprise lo.. =p
At last.. I wanna say.. I Love You.. Thanks for taking care of me, worry about me.. You're more than my mum.. Your my babee.. hopefully my future wife..  Happy 1st Year Anniversary ..  ;D