There is a worry.. But is shouldn't be a worry... But I still worry.. This is a mental disorder... 

How to overcome it... Maybe I got angina or anxiety or insomnia problem... I rather do something else to forget about this things... But...  But it still floating on my mind... This is a mental problem.. What happen to myself.. I don't know... I feel tired... I feel weak... May god bless me to be recover... 

I still blur blur... Is hard to know myself what I wanted.. @@

Sorry for everything... No matter what I do, what I say, just so sorry.. :)

Totally FUCKED UP!! SCREW YOU LITTLE BASTARD.. !!! AND THANK YOU MADE UP MY LOVEEELY WEEK!!

我要坚强！！我要坚强！！ 多两个月罢了。。 ！！ 我不想在这里了。。 ！！ 太太太闷了。。。！！！ 闷死了。。！！！