sweet and sad

A new year again... how fast is that... SPM coming soon...hate it when ppl say that... zzz... ok... alot of talking... zz... k..... 9th jan... is yr birthday sry that i cant come... and let ming ming alone .. sry for that... ok for yr present.. hmm.... i haven think yet.. LOL... ok... cuz no time to go out to buy... so... sy birthday that time i together buy ba.. after yr birthday... wed... u go to china... start when u go... i feel normal... but.. after 2 3 days... OMG! i miss u terribly... lucky u go for 1 week if not i will die for thinking too much =.='''... ok... then u come back.... whooo hoo... quite happy  can see u in the school... hmm... then the sunday... all go out for badminton...  ming n eng chew call me go ... but  i er... really busy that day... and mum also no time to fletch me... so didt go lo...then till yesterday.... ok.. i can tell u i can die d... that form 5 virus like me n tw...WT*.... OMG! thats unbelievable... i cant accept it... u too right?? i think o.O... nvm.. she have no chance... my heart is 100% on u... wont fell in love other ppl... after that happen... everyday.. every moment.. will think about u... i know... u are important to me now.. i cant leave u... i  need u... n i love u.... 

Christmas.....

woooooo..... its  Christmas!!!!!!! Finally.... 1 year d.... old some more.... =.=''' Nothing special today.. just celebrate with family.... hi to u.. Merry Christmas! before i thinking is will celebrate with u... but now.. ar.... nvm.. i use friend status celebrate with u ba... better than dun have.. ^^... ok gtg celebrate going for supper ^^..

where?

wohhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! mum and dad coming back in 50 hours.... cant wait!!! ^^.... cuz these days at house dont know do what..>.< games... games... games.... haiz... boring..... but i found another way to play which is more fun haha!! LOL! ok la stop for the games..Zzz... hmmm.... hey... where are u?? miss u quite terrible >.<...... hows your life?? i'm normal.. no change.... hate that answer dont u?? >.< without u these days... sleep at 5am.. quite terrible huh.... went in to bed... just non- stop thinking of u...arrhhhh.... haizzzz........... i hope i can get back to past correct it...>.< see now... ga ki lo lei shui... T.T... regret lo... good lo u.. KEN WAI.... hate u lo !! wheres my real soul anyway?? where??????????? ar.....night.... and morning....>.<

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..... er... what i wanna say ya....... hmmm...... >.<........ok.. actually i dont wan write de.... but someone call me with so silly thing...>.<....... ok! these day leh.. same.... no change nothing special and no time to boring... zzz.... whole day just play play play play PLAY!!! >.<... somebody say not sien meh??? then i say got choice meh? then say got.. do some workout.... wth.... workout... i'm growing thinner and thinner..... still wan workout.. lol...everyday wake at 1pm.. sleep at 4 am.... oh man.. damn so freaking tired... but no choice... the reason is CANT'T SLEEP!!! without cant sleep well.. so need is make myself tired...so... hows your  life?? i know u crazy at the korean guy these days.... >.< haha!! happy then good la.....^^..... hmm.. what i wanna again....er..... can i stop write? sure cant..... >.< later u all say me sien la u!! i know sure someone say de...=.=''' ok! gratz to my bro ting wai pass his driving test paper... zzz... lol...and er..... what again =.=.......lol.. night.. >.<

broke....

this is the 3rd day i lost u.... hmm... finally i dare to say hi to u... zzz.. lame right?because we are still friend right...these day keep thinking about it.. cant sleep till 4am... everynight... so long no do it since u appear... now feel very very tired for me.... for the past... nothing to me... seem u are quite fine after we broke... i think thats good for u iszit??? continue our life with normal again... finally realized no u beside me... the whole world is silent... no sound... so quiet... u are right... i'm not in love with u deeply...just love..... thats why i keep doing that...really sry that i treat u like that... and i wanna thk you too... be apart of my life these month... i happy with it... thks for everything.... although we broke... i'm still loving u... everyday can see u... see u happy.. then i will happy... i wont give up u too... i wont let anybody get u... after u change all my bad habit... 100% change... i will request re accept me... just dont know when.... wait me.... i'll be there if u decide not to change another target....i will be there...... its 3.30am now... gtg.... but dont know whether can sleep ornot...zzz.. anyway... nite... LOVE YOU!!!

thks..

thks for giving this chance.. i will appreciate it and treasure it... sry that u are hurt yr mouth.. that i dont know.. i should care u more that u think.. but now seem ok.. no problem then ok.. becareful k? these two day.. feel so peaceful.. no argue just happy.. i hope i can continue like this.. but now i need less play.. after 12am.. i will pei u till u sleep.. if not.. u will sien.. waiting for so long like a stone.. no.. i wont let it happen.. i promise u..ok..is late.. gtg sleep.. night..sleep tight my dear.. miss u.. love u much..

again...

these day.. i doing again, and again, and again to u....i'm sure u angry me..... today... u say that u are fine.. and do whatever i like? oh...no... i think u angry me...u dont want to make me feel sry to u or u just giving up....anyway... u choose this way... i very proud of u....thks for giving many chance but i didn't appreciate... thks.. thks...