sry....

tonight.... the time pass so long....suddenly no you.... feel bad....today in school.... we talk those things infront of u.... i know u feel bad right?even have girl over that side chatting... u also no go there with them chat.... u just sit behind me and listen me and my bro talking....but u dunno what we talking right? i really want call them stop talk about cause u at behind me and do nothing....but  couldn't cause those my bro and u the one i loved....how i gotta do?but suddenly Marcus say out loud and show example infront of u.... OMG! i knew u cant stand it!!! sry that i cant protect u...u very angry now or hate or even dont talk or sms with me.... ok.... i know i say anything or do anything cant help u reduce yr fire.... ok.... thats all i can say....night... love u....

excited^^

well,well,well... how would tomorrow be? will i feel shy or no shy at all?hmmmmm......... cause i will be going out with my bro... and sure is she n sy..... now excited like a crazy man...... can't sleep at all.......^^.......tomorrow will meet her..... ^^ yeah!! ok.... sleep tight, sweet dream, and miss u ^^ night!!

can't let u go.....

i have ask u when i not around u what will u feel.... u say will sad n lonely... when u ask me why ask... i really dunno what to do, i say the truth or just say ask for fun? at last i choose tell u the truth.... after i tell u, u say go ahead...but i really don't want leave u... u say u can let go of me.. but i can't... i really really deeply love u...thats why i can't...i don't dare to say that three word to u... i think if i have said to u will u dun care of me?or wont accept my love?or u haven ready?i don't know... the way i can do is giving u some time...thats what can i do for u...5 years later... i would go another place.... don't know can i forget u? let the god decide the decision....i will always wait for the answer.........

TIRED...

these day no write on here.... last 5 day.. have sick.. thks for her care only can be heal for use 2 day...after heal...went to JB... learned alot of things... listened those rich man talking about their background... i impress them, how suffer their life, taking risk of their money to invest a company... wow.. i can't do all that be i gotta try it... for my future for getting greed....MUST suffer...hmmm.......

making disappointed again?

can't sleep the whole night.... don't know why.. cause of making disappointed to her??? I play basketball till 7.30pm she say when i done find her.... but i didn't... i 8pm only reply her but didn't chat with her i just say i tuition find u later... then after tuition i find her... i knew her was sad or in a bad mood cause of no reply her instantly... then she say sleep then bye... i feel sorry and the whole night didn't sleep... till now.......i hope she is alright....night....

health problem

what a peaceful day, after came back from school sleep then wake at 4 on9 awhile then basketball.. after dinner i tuition till 9.30.. then eat supper..afterthat i sms her till 11 something suddenly my eye can see then i call my parent fletch me to hospital when came back it was 1am.. and i was too tired n haven reply her.. sry about that.... night..

truth...

i told her everything... i feel so bad that i lie to her... but at last... she tell me not to lie her again... i promised her and i wont leave her alone... i wanna always beside her.. even i less talk to her...but i feel happy when i saw her... ^^