Already a week.. You making me like a Dead Man.. :'(

你

事情好突然的发生。。我没想到。。是酱想的。。我不知道你是认真还是假。。你说你爱我。。我好久没听你说我爱你了。。闷。。我把我每天的事告诉你。。哄你。。要你开心。。你还是要我做什么？你要离开我。。说声不配就算。。什么东西让你觉得不配？说我很好。。但要离开。。我不明白。。我们没有美好的回忆。。是因为我不浪漫。。没抱或亲还是吻你？我小过你。。思想还小。。是。。当天你说别的男人我是不开心。。但你也是知道的。。你还讲。。我就陪你讲。。我叫你和amy但你说还跟她们吗。。你说她和他一定没东西讲。。你还说你要跟大学的朋友。。我就说他咯。。你就发脾气了。。我不是真的要说他。。我不开心才会说的。。你要离开我。。我好想知道原因。。你是不是对我没感觉了？就喜欢不是爱？我真的不想这两点是真的。。 我不懂我不明白你当天突然说这些。。我不管天真还是什么。。我权威只爱你一个颖盈。。我不放心别的男人照顾你。。当你不回我的时候。。我好担心。。我不放心你一个人在大学会找到别的男人。。怕你离开我。。我容易吃醋。。当我听到你那些话。。你开始对我淡了。。当我离开吉隆玻那天开始。。你没有像以前那麽顽皮。。那麽开朗。。那麽可以开玩笑。。什么事情都会很敏感。。你发脾气来姨妈。。我不怪你。。但我想问。。你自己发生了什么事？告诉我。。我愿意听。。我还是那句。。不管你爱我不爱我。。你是我的心。。我不会放弃你。。不管配或不配。。一定配到。。天下没有不可能的事。。看你敢不敢去面对而已。。让你在次的做回你自己。。接受我。。我爱你宝贝颖盈。。。爱你直到永远。。

Happy 1st Year Anniversary ♥

Happy 1st Year Anniversary of our Love, my Babee.. :)
Time passed very fast.. feels like just half year then 1 year jor.. :).. I'm very happy of it.. don know how you feel leh? =).. Still remember that how i request to be your boyfriend? Think back.. I still will smile geh.. ;) Still remember our 1st time hangout just both of us? I play with you then I hold tight your hand? That time.. I think you are happy right? Did you heard that I said I Love You for 3 times? Is kinda funny when I think back.. And you are smiling sweetly.. =D..
After that time, I less see that smile again.. Because I always make you angry and disappointed.. But thats normal for couples.. because let us know more each other.. Maybe you know me more than I know you... I did mistake all the time.. Maybe i'm noob.. Maybe I dont know how to love a girl.. Or maybe I'm not suit you.. But after all that.. You still be with me.. You don't wanna make this relationship end.. As you told me.. almost 5 years you like me until you love me.. I remember that you almost really wanna end this relationship.. I tried to save it and I did it.. I know girls like to make decision without think especially when getting period.. at last regret.. I'm not saying you'll or wont.. But.. I really don't wanna lose you and I know you wanna be with me but excluded the habit.. That time until now.. that habit have gone.. I swear it wont happen again..
About the wait.. I'm sry Babee.. :'( I know you'll tired with that..I know i'm selfish and I have no choice.. I just think for me and you to have a better life in future.. I don't know what will happen in future.. But I can promise you one thing.. You are the only person who I Love, who qualified to be my soulmate, qualified to be with me in life..  Be strong my babee.. :*
In this year.. Love, Laugh, Smile, Cry, Jealous, Shy, Naughty, Playful.. all kinds of things we have done together.. happiest moment that I with you.. is the time.. 31st Dec.. I spend my year of 2011 with you.. And Together start this year together.. Did you surprise that I come that day? hehe.. I feel strange that day mum and dad let me out.. So i wanna give you surprise lo.. =p
At last.. I wanna say.. I Love You.. Thanks for taking care of me, worry about me.. You're more than my mum.. Your my babee.. hopefully my future wife.. ♥ Happy 1st Year Anniversary ♥..  ;D

11, forever together just like eleven

I wish that I could hold you now... 

I wish that I could touch you now... 

I wish that I could kiss you now...

I wish that I could hug you now...

I wish I could.. :'(

I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy and 38 stories, and above all these... I just so miss you..!! 

Happy 11 Months my Babee Girl..

I'm happy to have you In My Life.. :')

You always are my Babee Girl..

♥I Love You Forever And Ever..♥

♥Muacksss ♥Muacksss ♥Muacksss ♥

:)

Dont be nervous and worry..

It will be all right..

God bless you Babee...

I'll bless and wish as well...:)

Love My Babee Girl..

Muackkkkkkssssssssss..~!! :*

Fear

Fear is coming to me..

Nearer and nearer and nearer..

The time with you lesser and lesser..

Without you i scare i cant do this...

 ♥Babeee...♥

Seriously..

 ♥I'M SO MISS YOU.. :'(( ♥

Last

No matter how hard is this,

Live or Death,

Sickness or Infection,

I'll done it..

If not, you KEN will bye cause of pressure,

Last Chance KEN..

Remember..

Always Love you babeee..