I cant give up....

What my purpose is in life????  I'm here to love you, to hold you in my arms, to protect u... I am here to learn from u
and receive yr love in return.....
I am here because there is no other place to be. U know that place between sleep and awake,  the place where u can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love u..... That's where I'll be waiting.....

MISSING U SO BADLY

Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday ill always miss you.

do you still angry of me?

thinking about you till sick.... ><

HOW COULD IT BE STOP?

well.... sry for that and thks for that...

well.... well.... well... just over exam... get those papers.... OMG.... got some better got some sux ....zzzz...... haiz.... just only can blame myself... ><.... that 2 day.... i'm sry that i'm fall asleep..... i think now u are very hate me right?.. just hate me.. u wanna whack me... hit me... pitch me... whatever u like... but... just dont be friend also no.... i really hope that day wont EVER come....i die for it........by the way... i very  thank you.... that u make me can sleep comfortable and early this 2 day..... i'm happy for that but not happy for making u angry...thks for yr comfort feel... i very appreciate that... long time didnt have this feeling.... i'm happy of it..... from this day.... time to get start an old way... NIGHT LIFE.....

CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!! LOL.... first of all.... this holiday is BORING!!! the 2nd of chinese new  year.. mum go work d... i think so.. o.o... 2 or 3 d? aiya dunno la... ><.... the second leh... is KEEP NOT FEELING WELL!!!!!! suddenly ok... sudden not ok.... zz.... make me almost dying...><.... ok.... the third.... thx!!! thx for pei me this CNY... sry for yesterday that i sleep d..... my bad..... no sleep at all for last 2 day... then yesterday sleep too early n er.... sry too.. for no tell u before i sleep... sry for that.... ><.....arhh.... damn freaking suffer like this.... that day no sleep... really make me now just like being heart attack.... T.T.......ok.. today.... zz... luck no go to sy house... i really damn so tired n my dad is sick gotta pei him in the house... and cuz i no go is u all going choing k.... is that right? >< damn... that place.... really getting me a heart attack.. plus..... hard to breathe...... know why? BASS too big.. and is a room.... if is a big big room...i can... this is a small room.... i cant stand it... ><....... uhh....

sweet and sad

A new year again... how fast is that... SPM coming soon...hate it when ppl say that... zzz... ok... alot of talking... zz... k..... 9th jan... is yr birthday sry that i cant come... and let ming ming alone .. sry for that... ok for yr present.. hmm.... i haven think yet.. LOL... ok... cuz no time to go out to buy... so... sy birthday that time i together buy ba.. after yr birthday... wed... u go to china... start when u go... i feel normal... but.. after 2 3 days... OMG! i miss u terribly... lucky u go for 1 week if not i will die for thinking too much =.='''... ok... then u come back.... whooo hoo... quite happy  can see u in the school... hmm... then the sunday... all go out for badminton...  ming n eng chew call me go ... but  i er... really busy that day... and mum also no time to fletch me... so didt go lo...then till yesterday.... ok.. i can tell u i can die d... that form 5 virus like me n tw...WT*.... OMG! thats unbelievable... i cant accept it... u too right?? i think o.O... nvm.. she have no chance... my heart is 100% on u... wont fell in love other ppl... after that happen... everyday.. every moment.. will think about u... i know... u are important to me now.. i cant leave u... i  need u... n i love u....