Well... Finally reach the end of the 2012... Today is the last day of the 2012... Huh.. Thats fast... And I'm 18 years old... Haha... That will be fun... Next target is 21 then I get to go to casino, getting mature or still suck I don't know... Well.. Lets find that out in future.... xD...

In this year... I know how family is mean to me... Is important... I left them and live without them... Is tough... But awhile awhile.... I used to it.. After this year... I think I will left my family again...  I will do my best and not to let my family worry me and let them down.. :)

I been through a lot of things this year.. I learn to let go, I learn to forgive, I learn to independent, I learn to stay strong and never give up.. Each time I fail.. I will become stronger and stronger...

But 1thing that makes me feel comfortable is to be alone.. I think is selfish... But I trying to fix it.. I not feel like being together with friend... LOL... I don't mean I don't like and I don't mean I don't want... Is just that.. I wan to be alone.. :/... Weird right?

A bad thing I learn this year is my anger.. Being very hot this past few month.. Whats wrong with me.. ><... I hope I can not to be so hot.. :/... Because is... I say it in easier way.. I don't like.. :/..
So plz don't make me angry.. ><....

Well... Thats all... :)... From tomorrow on will be a better year for me.. NEVER GIVEUP..!! My wish for next year is to get a great job wherever I go,  make more friend to have a better networking, be healthy and stay strong, being stronger and stronger... :)...

For getting a partner... I think.. Let's see how's it go... Maybe this year.. Or maybe next year or even I don't know... But... I wish... That partner must be what I looking for... :) looking forward to meet you... Partner.., ;)

Happy new year..  Welcome 2013... Good bye oldies 2012.. XD

Finally I come back to my real home.. Come back really very different.. A lot of changes.. First is my family.. Still the same but happy to be with them again... :)... But grandma I saw her day by day weaken... :(... And my mother's side... All good...!! XD treat me very good.. Since they know I may need operation, they buy dunno what kind of medicine... 1 Capsule rm800.. @@... Hope it works for me... And I can't drink any thing that made from tea.. ;( too bad huh...
And my friend... Haah.. All guys busy and have their own new friends... Happy for them... Now my mum and dad friends is my friend.. XD.. Abit weird ehh.. Haha... !!